kiicks' Journals on Buzznet http://kiicks.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[hmm.. hmm!]]> http://kiicks.buzznet.com/user/journal/3554801/ lace makes everything better.

]]> Buzznet kiicks 2008-12-28T13:34:00Z <![CDATA[i am wrong in so many ways]]> http://kiicks.buzznet.com/user/journal/3515591/ which is just right

]]> Buzznet kiicks 2008-12-17T17:43:00Z <![CDATA[oo]]> http://kiicks.buzznet.com/user/journal/3275191/  little boy bugs me.

]]> Buzznet kiicks 2008-10-27T15:17:00Z <![CDATA[OH HI]]> http://kiicks.buzznet.com/user/journal/3039241/ well well, I dont have a working computer right now, so I'm wasting precious minutes that I should spend on studying. I'm pretty behind in school, I started 3 weeks after everyone else, but I don't really have a functional workethic. This will do. My life will get all whatevery haha but like I've said before I'm never screwed. In this country you basically can't be. One day I will regret this, but I don't feel like thinking about that. I will play the daddys little girl part and maybe he will get me a new computer. He owes me one. I think, he's never around and if I have to go to school I need a computer so that I can study at home. I can't think straight when I'm in school I get all stressed out. I hate people and there's lots of them here. All new too. My life is.. what it is. I spend my free time getting out of it or sleeping. Soon it will be spent on studying. I need to make it work this time. I need a future.

RED BULL ffs

 

my precious, whetether it's a big can, small can, with or without sugar I need my dose of atleast 2 cans a day. oh yum..

]]> Buzznet kiicks 2008-09-19T04:12:00Z <![CDATA[this contains alot more]]> http://kiicks.buzznet.com/user/journal/1106151/ http://kiicks.livejournal.com]]> Buzznet kiicks 2007-10-06T15:21:00Z <![CDATA[bluh]]> http://kiicks.buzznet.com/user/journal/1096241/ uuuh or not.

im slowly destroying myself

 

but whatever

]]> Buzznet kiicks 2007-10-04T12:19:00Z <![CDATA[yeej]]> http://kiicks.buzznet.com/user/journal/1004921/ Buzznet kiicks 2007-09-16T05:39:00Z <![CDATA[word of the day]]> http://kiicks.buzznet.com/user/journal/853251/ tabu.

 

 

ahhhahahaha why ive used it alot toda

 

 

i miss you babe come back already

]]> Buzznet kiicks 2007-08-17T15:12:00Z <![CDATA[shiiiiiiiiet]]> http://kiicks.buzznet.com/user/journal/852551/ Buzznet kiicks 2007-08-17T12:52:00Z <![CDATA[anxiety attacks you]]> http://kiicks.buzznet.com/user/journal/825441/ I'm really not normal. I don't like to analyze how my life is or in what direction it is going because for some reason it makes me sad. Things aren't good. School starts soon, new and I'm scared. I have my moments when i think why am I scared it will be fine, but then that changes to I'm odd who's gonna want to talk to me. Had a big fight with my mother, overreacted like crazy and called my sister, calmed me down. Love. By the end of that conversation I realized that I can get a strong anxiety attack over just about anything.

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and then its over, 100 years later same thing I'll be dead by then. scares my don't know why. anxiety attack hit me.

I have 1 absolute real friend, 1 incoming to be the same, 2 not as close but still real friends and the rest feel shallow to me. Don't feel very loved, but who knows maybe I am, probably just reading in too much.

baby marcello love, since he cant talk and doesnt trick you you can never be mad at him. just pure . my best friend is a dog.

puppy days 6 months

 puppy days 3 months

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